i havne't updated my journal in forever =___= which is exactly what i say every time i update it. i haven't put new things up in forever because i've been in a weird funk, BUT i have new things to put up after i edit the colors
i just have to get up the energy to do something productive.
lately i've been taking to lying on the ground anywhere i can find and staring for hours, which sounds weird and unhealthy, but feels surprisingly relaxing.
yesterday i laid on my closet floor and stared at patterned clothes for a good while because i am a freak.
oh, and i went parasailing three days ago. no big deal
lately i've been thinking that lives don't matter. actions have no effect on anything in the long run, and some people are just happier never being around certain people, even if they want to be. frankly, some people are happier dead. it's like the porcupine effect. porcupine's try to cuddle up in the winter, but they don't keep each other warm. all they do is poke and hurt each other.
i dunno... so in light of that i'll be doing a journalfeature within the next day!happyfaise.
if you want to be in it, send me your art.